I don’t want God in my life anymore. I don’t want the devil either because neither care. I am done pretending as if God cares when he’s proven time again that my happiness, my life, myself doesn’t matter. Everyone says to serve him. But it seems in this world the people who don’t serve him are the richest, most successful, and most attractive people. I’m sorry I don’t want to offend anyone here. I hope everyone has a wonderful life
Hi everyone. Unfortunately nothing had changed in my life. I am still sickly underweight, I am still having trouble with my sleep, and I also cannot and have begun to have trouble eating large meals. I’m really wanting to give up. It’s been years that I’ve asked God to help with this. I’m pretty much done
I just wanted to say what I felt like crying about. I always make everything about me, but starting next year I’ll be giving back. I just feel like I’m not enough. I am horrible at math, bad at studying, and my grammar is horrid. The worst of all I have no faith. I’ve lost all my faith in God, and through that I’ve lost hope I will ever be enough. There is not enough time to learn all of this. My education is very minimal and I will never achieve success let alone keep it if I cannot even solve a simple math problem. I’m really scared. Truth be it that I am terrified. It’s very early in the morning and I have yet to have even gone to bed. This type of cage I’m in is horrible. I’m stuck chasing time and making up for all of the mistakes I made. The priorities I placed were not beneficial in the long wrong. I pray that maybe God can turn my life around completely. Again I’m scared. People make fun of me when I say something stupid like not knowing much about how weather formations arise, to the answer of an equation. I do not really know what to ask for but if you’ve read this far I greatly appreciate it and God bless you to the highest degree his will can give you. Let anyone who reads and skips over this to receive the biggest blessing God can give which is of knowledge, for I am scared that I lack it.
I’ve been trying to change my life little by little but I pray God can help me take bigger steps. I was never good in school and to be honest I know less than a 5th grader. It’s too late to go back to school now, but I’ve been making it a habit to read everyday. I read about anything that can teach me something worth knowing. Physics, science, history, etc. I don’t want to stay in this state and I’m embarrassed to let people know I barely learned anything in school. When I think about it becomes scary and heartbreaking because I only have one life and I already feel like I’m living it with failure. I worry I won’t catch up, that I won’t process and contain the information. I don’t know if it’s possible to do it, I’ve heard of miracles but this is major. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this, I really and truly appreciate it. God bless everyone here and in the world amen. ❤️❤️
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