I’ve been trying to change my life little by little but I pray God can help me take bigger steps. I was never good in school and to be honest I know less than a 5th grader. It’s too late to go back to school now, but I’ve been making it a habit to read everyday. I read about anything that can teach me something worth knowing. Physics, science, history, etc. I don’t want to stay in this state and I’m embarrassed to let people know I barely learned anything in school. When I think about it becomes scary and heartbreaking because I only have one life and I already feel like I’m living it with failure. I worry I won’t catch up, that I won’t process and contain the information. I don’t know if it’s possible to do it, I’ve heard of miracles but this is major. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this, I really and truly appreciate it. God bless everyone here and in the world amen. ❤️❤️