Please pray for me. I’m waiting to hear from financial aid. I’m praying and hoping financial aid will give me more than enough so I can live on campus. It would be better for me to live near campus, and near my work. I am also praying and hoping I’ll have more than enough for school expenses and other things. Also, I pray that I’ll learn to be more patient in general, and in dating. I want to have more patience with the Lord, and in His timing. I know when the time is right, and in the Lord’s timing, I’ll find my companion. But I want to have more faith, patience, and trust in Him.

I have a lot of stress on me. My family is struggling financially, and it’s starting to affect me too.

I have a lot of anger and sadness deep down inside... Someone hurt me really bad, and I can't forgive them because I don't feel that they're truly sorry. At the same time, I am upset at myself because it makes me feel even worse that I cannot forgive them... I feel that I have the right to be upset with them, but at the same time I don't want to be like this forever. I know that God can heal wounds, but sometimes I can't feel Him because all the pain is so burned in my head, that I cannot feel God's love. I don't want to feel like this anymore...

And today, I submitted my application for the University near me (UNLV), and I'm worried I might not get accepted. This is a really great school. I just hope they'll give me the opportunity.

My sister is starting school next week, and I am a little nervous and scared for her. Last year for her was hard because it was her first year in high school . I just don't want anyone giving her a hard time. I just hope she'll be okay her 2nd year. My family has also been struggling financially. I pray that they'll be okay to get back on their feet.