Get a sponsor. You are worth more than anything you can imagine. People that are not helping you need help also. Surround yourself with at least one positive person that understands what you’re going through. If you leave this world, you may be getting into something a lot worse. Please get help. You are loved.

Praying you sweet baby comes home to you.

Has he ever been evacuated for bi- polar? It sounds like he could. Please seek help for him. He’s got issues and you’re the one he’s taking it out on.